Jesy Nelson has opened up on her repeated attempts to leave Little Mix before trying to take her own life.

The 28 year old recently bravely revealed how she attempted suicide following a performance with her bandmates after being horrifically trolled online.

She has now admitted that she tried to leave the band “a few times” with Perrie Edwards , 26, Jade Thirlwall , 26, and Leigh-Anne Pinnock , 27, stopping her.

Speaking on Capital Breakfast, she made the revelation to hosts Roman Kemp, Vick Hope and Sonny Jay.

Referring to her bandmates, she said: “For them it was hard as well because at the same time they’re living their dream, so to have someone in the band who was constantly down and depressed all the time.

“You don’t want that when you’re living your best life, and it was hard for them to be happy but then console me at the same time.

“At times I was so jealous of them. I was just so envious of how happy they were and I was like ‘I just want to know what it feels like to be happy.’ But I couldn’t, I couldn’t make myself happy.”

She also admitted that her mum, Janice White, wanted her to leave the chart topping band, adding: “Mum wanted me to leave and come out of it, but I thought I’d draw more attention to myself if I did.”

Janice recently emotionally opened up on how she wishes Little Mix had never become successful because she “lost her daughter”.

Speaking on Jesy’s documentary, Odd One Out, she says: “I always say I wish it was back to normal. I wish I could have life as it was and have my funny little Jess back.

“I am so proud and when I watch her on stage I get excited. I’m the loudest cheerer in the crowd.

“But as much as I love all that, and people must think how can you say that, if I could have my Jess back as she was before I’d change it like that. Not have The X Factor or any of that. Because I miss her.

“I just kind of feel like I’ve lost Jess to social media. Addicted to what people are saying.”

The mother and daughter duo look back through a photo album and at pictures of Jesy growing up on the show, with the pop star saying …read more

Source:: Daily Times

      

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Jesy Neslon tried to leave Little Mix before attempting to take her own life

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