Her years of monetizing the troubles within her marriage are over.
Now, Jana Kramer is embarking upon a new journey: monetizing her divorce from Mike Caussin.
She is doing that in a new interview, expressing her heartbreak.
That is apparent, as she breaks down into tears while describing the state of things.
Instead of being joined by her cheating ex, Jana spoke on her podcast with friend Sara Gretzky and life coach Gabby Bernstein.
“My heart’s like pounding,” Jana confessed to her friend.
“This is … so sorry for everyone listening right now — this is not easy,” she said while tearful.
“For those of you that haven’t seen the news,” Jana said.
“I filed for divorce a few weeks ago,” she announced.
“And it has not been easy,” Jana affirmed, “I’ll say that.”
“And honestly, I don’t even know if I want to do the show anymore,” Jana admitted.
“I’m being completely honest,” she added.
She recalled how she had started the podcast alone, but with Mike joining her, the podcast had felt “like ours.”
Jana then explained: “So now it feels weird not having him on here.”
“And, I don’t know, it’s just feels weird,” she expressed.
Jana also noted that she is currently in “the middle of grieving.”
Jana went on to detail that things are the most painful in the morning and at night.
During the day, when she’s caring for her children, she feels that sulking would be a luxury.
But when the children take their daily naps, Jana says, she goes to her room and cries.
Jana said that at time she felt “so depressed” that she couldn’t load the dishwasher.
“I was a zombie, that was for two weeks,” she described.
“Now I go in and out of crying,” Jana characterized.
“I didn’t want this,” Jana affirmed.
“At the end of the day,” she said, “I think where I’m at is, I’m embarrassed.”
“I’m embarrassed that this is how it ended,” Jana explained.
“And then,” Jana confessed, “I also feel like I let people down.”
“We’ve come on here, and we’ve fought, and we fought for it,” she emphasized.
“But, really, the words that were spoken,” Jana went on, “they were honest from me, is what I’ll say.”
Here friend Sara admitted that she had felt stunned by Jana’s divorce from her infamous cheating husband.
According to Sara, everything had seemed fine.
And Jana admitted that she had felt the exact same way about the state of her marriage.
“Even a few days before things came to light we were like, ‘Wow, …read more
Source:: The Hollywood Gossip